So, i finally told him that i liked him. His reaction? Can't because he has a gf. I never knew he had a gf, but then again he is personal about his life and i certainly respected him enough to not ask any of his mates about his personal life. If i was mean, i could have asked, so what about the extra attention that i got? But then i just told myself, maybe he just felt good around me, which i did too around him. Also, i wasnt about to lose a friend who makes me feel good and happy around him. I liked the person, i liked who i was when i was around him. And i thought..........being a good friend that he is, if there wasnt such feelings on his part, we will continue being what we were.......
BUT....that is not exactly what happened......not sure if he was shocked or what, but what i know is that he said it was a mistake for me to confess because it is unconventional for the female to confess to the male. I wanted to scream out loud : "Times have changed.......Someone needs to tell someone to take it to the next level.....does it matter who???.....and this is my 1st time confessing to a guy...." But i didnt..........
He has been acting a bit strange since then......sounding less nice.....which hurts badly because i didnt expect it to be this way.....i am the one who confessed, i am the one who should be acting weird, and he is a guy, for godsakes.......but oh well shit happens.......and i hope he goes back to being himself.......i dont want to lose a friend over this........
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