Not the right one...

And the drama continues........so, as requested by my mum, i went to meet her friend's son. Of course, ive met the mum before, and i have to say she is one cool person and apparently finds me a very interesting personality ????...I thought i was a boring person.... Although, i was totally not in the mood for going on a blind date, i did, to satisfy my mum. It wasnt exactly a date....meeting i would say...since both mums were present. The guys was ok..fitted the criteria, mature,had the height, smelled good and supposedly was "intelligent" ie not smart as in book smart but street smart. He did look like a possible Hindi movie actor. Not the leading role, but a supporting one. Unfortunately, nothing intelligent came out from his mouth. I was told that he was quiet and shy but i think that was an understatement. He was MUTE!!!!...It was basically my mum, his mum and me talking the most, with me being my usual self, laughing and being overexcited. And he was mute!!!!! Damn , was it annoying. I should have asked for his star sign before i met him...Non Libra/Leo/Geminis arent accepted.

Once it was over, when we got into the car, before i could even ask my mum what she thought, she said, 'he is not your kind'. And i just smiled as a sign of victory! =D She added ,'He will not be able to handle your kind of energy and spirit'. And i was contented. =D

So end of that drama. Anyway, i just got back from KL and am aiming to be in office at 7am tomorrow. We shall see if i succeed. Gudnite!

Jauh.....

Appraisal tension is finally over.....yippee!!!.....Someone asked me, seems like you are aiming for a 2......and i said, you can't aim for a 3 because, if you fall short, you will fall to a 4...but if you aim for a 2, even if you fall short, you will only fall to a 3. Well, sometimes, effort is not recognized if you are a nobody, but i decided to put that aside and really focus on my ppa as opposed to midyear.

Enough about PPA!!!

Girlfriends are awesome! They just left after watching a movie at my place.....release of tension after 1 week of doing the above. While i was sleeping when they were here, once that they have left, im wide awake.....and when i am awake, not focused on something, i think a lot!!!! Hence, the following lyric....If you have heard of this song, you will know what a great song it is :

Bila bila kiranya diriku perlu
Hari yang murung
Terdengar nada yang riang ria
Sekali suara meyakinkan jiwa
Kaku langkah mengaguminya
Kaku menerimanya
Selagi bahuku Memikul bebannya
Selagi hayatku Merasa siksa
Selama senyuman Menjadi senyumku
Ku bawa wajahmu
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