Obsession about blood type? Life? Goal?

My current obsession :

Type B blood Traits:
Cheerful, Optimistic, Active, Sensitive, Kind, Forgetful, unorganized, Noisy, Egocentric Energetic and have the drive to reach towards goals. May be workaholics. Not the best team players and are individualistic. Do things at one's own pace. Strong personality adventurous. Likes to get one's own way. Are Sociable and enjoy entertaining. Like to touch or be touched by others.People with blood type B are the most practical of the blood groups. They are specialists in what they do. When they start a project, they spend extra time understanding and trying to follow directions than others might. When they are doing something, all of their attention is focused on it. They tend to stick to a goal and follow it through to the end, even if it seems impossible. They tend to be less than cooperative, as they like to follow their own rules and their own ideas. They are individualists. B type people pay attention to their thoughts a little more than their feelings, and therefore can sometimes seem cold and serious.People with blood type B are often considered more relaxed, freewheeling, and unconventional than other types, although not necessarily to an unacceptable degree.

My Current Thoughts :
Where is life taking me? What are my goals? Are they still the same? It is strange how the mind works; how you change directions and goals based on momentary emotions. Currently, i have one person influencing my mood at work. And i hate this feeling of being "controlled and monitored". I like free fall. I like to fly. Tie me and you basically get this lifeless, creativeless being. Unless if i have romantic feelings for you, i wil hate you for tying me. Even if i do have romantic feelings for you, you can only tie me in the sense of being protective or to a certain extend possessive of me, which i will love you even more for. But if you do this to me, when i don;t have any feelings for you, then you will find me withdrawing or being nasty to you....human beings are complex beings. But yes, coming back to this person, he is "killing me softly". Overbearing, commanding, nag.....i can go on....i can't work in his presence. I just can't!!!! Was starting to get use to him and actually felt like i could get use to his overbearingnes but suddenly, he has become worst. Run Shahreen, run! In Hindi, it will be Baago Shahreen, baago. :P

My Current Feelings:
I like my life now minus some issues at work. Convincing myself that "If you like something, let it go and If that something is meant to be yours, itll come back to you". What if it doesnt? What if it is wrong? What if you feel sth is missing from your life, when you let it go? What if you know, that you should let it go, because it CAN'T be yours?....Maybe not you, but this feeling of wanting you is what i should let go...That sounds more realistic since i never had you in the first place, for me to let go....If it was you, i would have chosen the sexy bike and the guy....:P

Ok, i guess it's true to a certain extend that Blood B's are neurotic....lol....the paragraph above summarizes that. Anyway, lets move on to the wishes for the day.....

My Wishes for today :
1) Sufiah Yusof returns to her mum safely while her dad stays away from her. People make mistakes. they take wrong roads and turnings, but it is never too late to change roads and take the right turnings . Sufiah Yusof needs to know, that she still has that option and what she did wasnt wrong because many things drive people to do many things that aren;t always applaudable.
2) I wish Luis would be ok soon. I miss him and i hope for his speedy recovery. I miss riding you yaar!
3) I wish that people will learn to appreciate everything that they have around them. All we have left is this earth. If we lose it, then we lose EVERYTHING! (Familiar?...National Geographic channel....i am after all an avid WWF fan)
4) That i wake up early tomorrow,in a positively good mood.
5) I learn to save money more effectively, so that i can make the Kawasaki Ninja 250R mine =D....pray for me yaaa???