We stood next to each other. We were playfully fighting. We were annoying each other as we always do. You looked so happy. And then with one of your question and my one answer, you chose to not reply. Several smses later, you still didnt reply. I know you read the email. It was meant to annoy you. Since, i still cant figure out if you, have anything for me, i decided to send that email to him and cc you, just to see your reaction. You are always giving me mixed signals. But when i checked my email this morning, you didnt reply my email . You saw me and you gave me a look that said that you were angry with me. I emailed and asked you if you were ok because it bugs me when you are not ok. It wouldnt take a genius to know why. It bewilders me even more when you dont reply my smses and emails , because i don't know the reason for the cold treatment. Did i give you an answer that you didn't want to hear? Or is it because you felt i chose him over you? What is it? You are a fool if you think i chose him over you. You should have just told me what you wanted to do, and i wouldnt have done it the way you wanted it. Instead, you choose to penalize me for something i don't even know i did wrong. But now, it seems like that is the only reason possible for this anger of yours. I waited for you, you didnt show up and i figured it must be because of that. You cant expect me to understand the language of silence. Next time, just tell me. I didnt choose him over you. i don't know why you keep feeling that i am giving him extra attention. He is just an interesting personality to hang out with. He is just that, nothing more. You should have known, you are different. I will never......i could never.......i just followed them. And i thought that sms was enough to persuade you to follow. Apparently, i just left you alone and followed my own desires....I am so sorry....don't do this to me. If only you could decide what you wanted.......

**If only the writer sent this letter to the person she intended to....it would have been great to see the outcome**